An Unfortunate Tag
Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 2:29 PM
My friend Sophie ([link]) has unexpectedly tagged me. I am not amused, not amused at all. Just kidding
So basically I post up 8 weird facts about myself. Let's hope I can think of some, because unfortunately I'm not that interesting. I hope I don't let you guys down, whoever is reading this. hehe.
The rules:
1. Post these unfollowable rules.
2. Each person tagged has to post 8 strange facts about themselves
3. The Tag persons should write incredibly long journal of these facts.
4. Then post 8 unlucky persons to be tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a depressing comment telling them they're tagged. They will cry.
The Facts:
1. Sometimes I feel scared of the future and I feel alone. When I think of it, its a huge black dark tunnel and I don't know what the journey will be like, or what the outcome will be. I'm scared of thinking about graduating, and going to college. Worst of all, I don't know what I will do when I grow up...It's like, there's nothing that I imagine doing for the rest of my life. It's that uncertainty about everything that just kills me. That's why I dread thinking about the future. All around me, my friends are so sure about their lives and what they want to do, and everything is set out just right for them. They have a plan. But me, I feel just.."off"...
2. I am very emotional. Just the smallest things make me sad. When I look at those movies where the daughter hugs the dad, one of those sad movies, I feel sad, because I've never had that with my dad, and I never will. It just feels like I've missed out on so much, and it leaves a hollow place. I also cry when I feel overwhelmed and stressed out. I'm an infamous crybaby X)
When I get really into a book, my face expresses what I'm feeling whiles I'm reading. Like if I'm reading something really sad, my eyebrows crumple together, and I have this funny expression while I'm reading, and I don't even notice! So its pretty funny for whoever is looking at me read. And after reading something sad or whatever, I tend to feel moody and I lash out at people (the emotions again!) because I guess I reflect my mood from the book onto other people X)
3. I like making lists. Its like an obsessive thing, kind of. It helps me get all the things off of my mind and helps me un-jumble all of my thoughts. I have books filled with lists and doodles.
4. I wish I was one of those people who have a diary. Ive tried keeping diaries several times, but I always end up just doodling on the pages. Or one of those people who are so deep and intense. But at the end of the day, I'm happy I'm not so serious. =]
5. I always get good ideas for drawings that I love, and I try to draw them, and they don't come out good, so I get dispirited and abandon the projects. I'm started a LOT of pieces and deleted them because they don't come out how I imagine. I give up easily. Sometimes I feel so inspired, but then my inspiration flops when it doesn't come out right, and I wonder why I even try drawing and what's the point. And I look through other galleries, and I think, WHAT AM I DOING?? because I see pieces that are 10 times better than I'll ever be.So its like a roller coaster for me.
6. Sometimes there are just people I feel so open with and I could just chat and chat with them, and then they're are other people I just feel so shy around and cant talk to at all! It's so strange, and I hate it.
7. I like being alone. When my parents and brother are out, I enjoy just sitting by myself, and just relaxing. I covet those days. I LOVEE those days. But they hardly happen....I can't wait to get my own place...
8. When I'm in the car or walking down the street, I see the people around me, and I imagine what they're lives are like, and its hard, because I cant imagine being anybody but me ^u^
Hopefully, those facts helped you learn a little about me! Sorry if I sounded a little emo at some points, but no need to worry. You can ask anyone that I'm generally a happy person. YAY! Rainbows and unicorns and puppy dogs and ribbons!
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(you don't have to do it if you dont want to, of course!)
Clubs:
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Artists for Earth
Mermaid: Part of Your World
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